Healing is a tricky process,one day you feel okay and strong,some other days you feel anger,hurt and the need to reach out to those who have consciously and unconsciously hurt you,just to express yourself to see just maybe they will realize how they're actions affected you,and then again you remember you tried that before and it only caused more harm and then you CLOSURE are for wigs,so you cry if you need to,take some time to yourself,pull yourself together and pick up where you started and keep going.
I promise you're not alone and it happens to the best of people, but I remember one thing chimamda said once,"YOU WON'T FEEL CONFIDENT EVERYDAY AND IT'S OK.
So this is to everyone on their journey, don't give up,keep doing the work and your future self will thank you for all the effort you put in,let your children and future children experience the healed and whole version of you,it's an important part of their own journey.
Diaryofachristainmummywriter
